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[19 Sep 2007|08:25am] |
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I seem to always be too late when I figure out what to do or where I want to be or how to make someone feel how they make me feel. And once again I failed. I'm sorry Courtney. I should have hugged you every chance I got. Kissed you every time I saw you or was leaving. Smiled every time you made me want to. Told you you were the only one I wanted to make you know. And now I wont even have the chance. I just want you to know I love you. You are amazing at everything you do and you make people feel like they are the only person alive. I hope you find what you are looking for just hope you don't go looking in the wrong places.
I did write you a poem though... I was going to give it to you when I gave you the bear... I just remembered it when you sent me that text...
but again now it's too late... I love you Courtney Strainer and I'm missing you like you have no idea
I just hope when you think of me you think of the good times and not the bad...
...the eyes are closed thinking about you...
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[24 Aug 2007|09:21pm] |
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I haven't been on here in forever brings back old memories. I CAN'T wait for the next two or so years to pass...
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[25 Jul 2006|03:30pm] |
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It's been a while and I don't have much to say...I'm just crossing my fingers and I'll let everyone know why soon.
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[17 Feb 2006|02:29am] |
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I don't understand what we did...why is it so hard...I don't wnat this...Why can't we have it easy...A job we love and that doesn't kill us and an income that will make life easier to live...I just don't understand what we did to make life turn it's back on us...WHAT THE FXCK!!!
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[15 Jan 2006|11:38am] |
I am so fucking tired of so much. My camera be sent out is a big one. Feeling like I can't get anybodys attention on myspace. No one goes to mt site. I'm just wasting my time. We had creativity, humor,and crazyness. The creativity and humor left. All That is left is me and well, I'm not enough.
GAMEOVER
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[15 Jan 2006|11:38am] |
I am so fucking tired of so much. My camera be sent out is a big one. Feeling like I can't get anybodys attention on myspace. No one goes to mt site. I'm just wasting my time. We had creativity, humor,and crazyness. The creativty and humor left. All That is left is me and well, I'm not enough.
GAMEOVER
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[11 Jan 2006|10:55am] |
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